Victim

I am a victim of my own doing.

Flying solo

I'm going to wait her out. The next time she comes home we are going to have this out and - you're still reading this? - we're going to get you straightened out, your head on right, your whole life will be reset and back on track. Something is leading you astray, child! Or is it *someone*?

Someone.

Who?

I. I think I know.

ABSOLUTELY NO JUSTIFICATION

Hope came home Saturday, while I was a way in LA.

She came home when I WAS NOT HOME?!

Not a call. Not an email. Not even a damned post on this blog, which I know you read, you little runaway.

I got your note. What a disgusting thing. Why do you hate me so much?

What an ordeal

Days in bed. I'm having terrible headaches. I think Hope called last night but I didn't answer the phone. It rang and rang and I wanted to smash that damn phone. But I couldn't find it. The phone seemed to ring all night. Didn't sleep, really. I just lay there. Pillow over my head. Trying to keep the noises out.

I got a call this morning. They want me back in the city. I don't know how I'm going to do a presentation in this condition.

Feeling ill

Raging damned headache after reading that crummy, affected, artificial, assumed, bogus, concocted, counterfeit, fabricated, false, fictitious, forged, fraudulent, invented, make-believe, mock, phony, pretended, pseudo, reproduction, sham, simulated, spurious - yes I did just LIFT dictionary.com's entire blasted list of synonyms for "fake".

As in nothing to see here. Move on.

I'm off to soothe my head with frozen peas and advil.

I

...would like to point out an old, aging and insignificant article brought to my attention once again.

Note, for one, how the so called relationship is linked to ESP and psi phenomena. I simply ask, what ESP? What psi phenomena? This is like grounding your argument on the existence of fairies in their correlation with unicorn birth rates.

To quote: "If his hypothesis is correct, conditions for evolutionary changes in human brain-wave patterns have now been established. Furthermore, variations in these patterns can produce mild to disastrous health and behavioural changes."

If. Hypothesis. Is correct. There is a lot of scary claptrap after the ifs, but lo! What big ifs.

It gets better: "Perhaps the planet communicates with us in this primal language of frequencies."

Hmmm. Mother Earth would like to have a chat.

"It should be borne in mind that if some signal conditions are harmful, then other conditions might be beneficial... The converse could also occur."

i.e., it could be anything!

And here's a fitting conclusion: "Consequently, no "expert" can produce numerical evidence to support an objection to Hainsworth's original hypothesis, since the only numerical values available are those favouring it."

They haven't collected enough data. So we can't disprove their claims. Of course they gloss over the fact that they can't prove their claims either.

You might want to note that Richard Alan Miller is a real life metaphysicist, parapsychologist and alternative agriculturalist. Iona Miller is a multimedia artist, hypnotherapist and (gasp) web author. Dauntless icons of emotionless science they are not.

This is exactly the sort of crap I have to put down every day!

Knock knock

Serena's there!

Wow. Just wow. Though the rain helped.